Reem Kelani’s single “If I Must Die” is a profound tribute to Refaat Alareer, a Palestinian poet and professor tragically killed in an Israeli airstrike on the 6th of December. This attack also claimed the lives of several of his family members. Just a few months later, another airstrike killed his daughter Shymaa, her husband, and their newborn son. Refaat’s last poem, which shares the title of Kelani’s song, was written for Shymaa as both a farewell and a call for enduring hope and resistance. The key line, “If I must die, let it bring hope, let it be a tale,” encapsulates its defiant spirit and the desire for his death to leave behind a meaningful legacy.
Kelani was deeply moved by the depth of Refaat’s words and, during a period of personal recovery, found the inspiration to set them to music. Collaborating with pianist Bruno Heinen, she recorded the song in February 2024 at Crowe’s Nest Studios. Opting for a minimalistic arrangement, they emphasised the emotional weight of the lyrics, with Steve Lowe overseeing the production to ensure the song’s poignant impact.
Proceeds from the song will support UNRWA, the United Nations agency dedicated to providing relief and support to Palestinian refugees—a cause that was close to Refaat’s heart. This organisation is crucial in Gaza, where it provides essential services to over two million people facing severe hardship.
Kelani, accompanied by pianist Bruno Heinen, will showcase “If I Must Die” in two upcoming live performances:
- Tuesday, 19/11 @ Servants Jazz, London – TICKETS
- Saturday, 30/11 @ Bristol Palestine Film Festival – The Arnolfini Centre, Bristol – TICKETS
These performances are designed to honour Refaat Alareer’s legacy and his contributions to Palestinian cultural resilience, ensuring that his message and spirit continue to inspire and resonate through Kelani’s music.
To learn more and support the cause, visit the song’s Bandcamp page